Geoffrey's 29th Birthday!!

 I was going to just invite my mom but Geoffrey does like family and the company, so I invited the family. We did zoom with his family and they all sang with us. I made him a homemade oreo cake with buttercream frosting which he loved. The cake was gone by the end of the night. We watched the slideshow I made for him and he opened presents. Those who could stay stayed for a game. He really enjoyed that. 

I noticed I feel more anxious in social gatherings than before. I think it is because I haven't been as exposed to those situations as much for months due to covid, so I am out of practice. I still have the skills, but my insides are more anxious than before. 

Geoffrey is such an amazing man. I am SO thankful I decided to marry him. It was not an easy decision for me. I was scared due to my past. He is much better than I could have imagined. We aren't perfect and we have our moments of pride, insecurity, and baggage we bring to the table, but we have really grown together and he takes good care of me. I hope I do the same for him. He is such a blessing! 

It is interesting, I remember in the beginning months of our relationship, I was so detached I thought, what if something happened to him and he died. I was under the attitude of, well, I guess back to ground zero. But now I am so attached I would not be able to stand it if something happened to him. That is a scary thing! lol. I am SOO thankful for his kind loving heart.